A sparrow when I'm broken, and eagle when I fly.....

Welcome to my world. I am an ordinary wife and mom who has been extraordinarily blessed by an amazing husband and house full of beautiful children. My prayer is that you will be somehow blessed by our family's story. It is a tale of God's grace and forgiveness...His loving kindness and patience with us His children as we strive & struggle everyday to bless His name with our lives

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


Towabech adopted from Ethiopia age 8 in Nov 2010. Josiah and Maggie adopted from South Africa at age 11 mos and 13 mos June 2002. Tamar MyHao adopted from Vietnam at age 5 in Jan. 2007. Berhanu adopted from Ethiopia at age 3 1/2 in March 2005.

In the adoption world there is much discussion and education regarding subjects like:

~~keeping birth order: adopting child younger than other children in home

~~artificial twinning: adopting child to create siblings that are close in age usually under 9 mos difference in age of two children

It is wise to be aware of all the various issues a family may deal with in different adoption situations. There are families that would only consider "keeping birth order" in a new adoption. It certainly may be the easiest and "safest" way to go. Adopting younger than youngest at home enables children to keep their "birth order" within the family. For some families and children this would be very important. Artificial twinning also has it's drawbacks. You may adopt two at once who are close to the same age or you might adopt a new child same age as child already at home. "Like Twins" can adjust smoothly and it is even helpful for some kids to join a new family along with another child at same time...kinda like a comrade going through same thing as you. Sometimes though it is very challenging to create "twins" that wind up both feeling short changed by their parents. It is hard to meet meet the needs of multiple new children. Newly adopted children are notoriously needy. A parent can wind up feeling that they are failing their new adopted children as well as the rest of their family. When you explore the idea of adopting out of birth order or "like twinning" during your homestudy your social worker should be able to go over all the pros and cons with you. They should be the experts. I have found it very helpful when faced with an adoption situation we have not dealt with before; to seek out other adoptive families and ask about their experiences. Some adoption agencies do not allow these disrupting birth order or "like twinning". Some agencies are not supportive of adopting two unrelated children at the same time. That should be something you look into before signing with an agency.

As for our family...we never set out to create these situations where we adopted out of birth order or created siblings that were the same age or very close to the same age. It is just how it all worked out. God has in His great goodness and wisdom lead us to each and every one of our children. They have all been a perfect fit. Not always easy. Not the "safest" way to go. Not wise choices in the "world's" thinking. But perfect all the same.

Above is a picture of our "like quints". Five Feser kids that are all 9 years old. I think this picture shows them to be just as different as can be. There really is no such thing as "like twins". Real twins shared a womb. They share genetics. Our 9 year olds are at completely different levels of development. Different sizes, differ ant personalities and behavior. Our five 9 year olds are doing school work in four different grade levels. My point in all this, is that I don't think adoptive parents have to get hung up on the age of a child. It really is just so hard to even tell much about a new adopted child before they get home. You might get orphanage reports that state developmental levels etc... But really you just can not know how it will all play out within your family before that new child comes home AND has several months at home. I would have to say that it has taken at least 6 months and more often a year before new kids settle into a family and for the rest of family to adjust to new child. The exception to this is a newborn adoption...their adjustment goes much easier. With newborns though it is nice to remember that the new mommy may take a year to "adjust" (feel normal) as it might take at least a year to get a good nights sleep.

I love my 9 year olds by the way. It is such a great golden age those years when children are about age 8 to 11 or 12 (depending on when the hormone storms start) They are not little kids...but not big kids either. Mostly they are still so moldable and holdable... and they like their parents! They suck up hugs and kisses still and love nothing more than time with mommy or daddy. There is great stuff about every age of childhood. Oh Lord that I can choose to love every stage of this adventure of parenting. May I keep my eyes open to the great gifts You bring me wrapped up in the wonder of childhood. And Father keep showing me how to love my children like you love me. I am such a slow learner in the lessons of "true love". Thank you for each day's new beginnings and opportunities to try too love others Your way.


Kathy C. said...

all adorable.

Brianna Heldt said...

Such precious kids!

And let it be known that "real twins" are not always particularly similar either. Our sons are fraternal twins and are as different as night and day--so funny!

Technically we did artificial twinning (tripletting?) with our oldest when we brought our boys home--they're only 8 months younger than her. But they are the best of friends, and it has worked out beautifully!

Renee said...

They are precious! We have 3 (soon to be 4) sets of artificial twins..not what we planned, but God has woven our family together.

David and Janet Hurley said...

Well put=)
We will soon have 5- all born within 22 months, and another just 18mo oder, but very small. We get the comments alot because they are all within 2 inches height of each other.
We never set out to mix the birth order up, just turned out that way.
It seemed like it would be odd at first thought, but has been great.
Makes things especially easier for homeschooling, we can do so much of the work together.

Paula said...

I love your "quints"! They are all unique and beautiful. I have some "actual" identical twins, and it can be very difficult sometimes, probably in a different way, I suppose. Mine are very alike in looks and totally different in personality.

You have a wonderful and inspiring family. :)

Ashley said...

We also artificially "tripleted"...brought home twins who are 5 months older than our bio son. So we were "bad"...out of birth order AND tripleted our kids! Ooohhh... lol

DaisyJ said...

We adopted two boys at the same time who are 8 months apart. We were not sure if it was a year or a few weeks when we picked them up. After a while we figured it out. They are great friends now, but were not at first. It helped us to be able to put them in different grades.

Kat said...

Your children are BEAUTIFUL!!! God's blessings are SO amazing!!! I dropped over here from Cafe Kids and am glad I did. We have seven, three bio, one son from Russia, three from Ethiopia, and are now bringing home our daughter from China.

Again, your children are beautiful and totally God's blessings!!!!